...going to be my 'UN'BUSINESS!

Some friends told me that they want to change, being maturer, wiser, and more professional. I do believe that they will try their best on it!
Some friends promised me that they are going to be a better bunches of teenager, with a broader mind, and wider heart, with a bigger acceptance toward critics and suggestion. I just put my trust on them, while seeing front the back row, waiting...

Times flew, none.

I was getting tired of waiting. I took my own way, I drew my own start, I got to the end, I made an achievement. I looked at them, my friends - with all of their extraordinary expectation and ideal conception. Nothing happened, forever vacant!

I was getting sick of blaming. I kept my mouth sealed, my heart shut. I didn't wanna bear more disappointment. I left the field, watered my own grass, plowed my own land, nourished my own terrain. I saw the, my friends - with no can in the hand, or a hoe in the shoulder. Nothing done, still paralyzed.

I was getting loathe of caring and paying that "too much" attention.
I hate making myself busy on nonsense

I landed myself on a green grassy island, lay down and slept.
Beautiful dreams ahead, nightmare's dumped.

I decided to run.
I decided to stay away.
Since from now on, it's going to be my 'UN'BUSINESS.

*for having my time wasted for you, all. Thanks.